immaterial

Oct 10
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I was told be a friend that I “need a dorky girl and not a sexy girl like I always do”. They were also surprised when I said I try to take care of myself (my body), because I enjoy drinking. These things are offensive to me and I’m not sure how to approach either of them but I kind of just don’t want to be friends with them anymore.

Oct 07
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got a $103 ticket for parking on the sidewalk
and my car wouldn’t start because I haven’t driven it in two months
so I pushed my car to a new spot
and found another $103 ticket that was underneath my car

Oct 02
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Via, puppygamer-deactivated-forever

Sep 27
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one day I’ll beat Shaq…

one day I’ll beat Shaq…

Sep 18
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experiencing a bit of emotional distress
but my kitties don’t want to cuddle :(

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maybe I don’t expect my friends to help my emotional well-being
because I don’t trust myself enough to open up truthfully
so I don’t open up at all.
maybe I expect too much of them because I don’t expect anything of myself.
maybe I distrust myself so much I can never tell if what I think is true or just an idea.
maybe I don’t know myself at all
and the person that stares back at me
and tears everything down
and never lets me win because he always has to win
is just me.
or he is just another idea.
but I want to escape him
and I want to trust myself
but how do I know
can an idea be true
can I know myself?
my immediate answer is no
but I won’t trust that

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my boss made this
hard to see but the logo was colored in with magic marker

my boss made this
hard to see but the logo was colored in with magic marker

Sep 12
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old phone won’t stop going off
lives outside now

old phone won’t stop going off
lives outside now

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there’s someone on the other side of
my bedroom wall
making noise
but that’s alright, I know them

Sep 08
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leaving a pen in my pants pocket,
what my laundry calls natural selection

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